Change of plans (sort of)

(not my actual school)

Plan Ahead When Setting Goals, Aryk

While I wish that writing was my full-time job, sadly, that day is far away. When I decided that I’d write a book this year, I had forgotten that I agreed to go back to school as part of my professional development. So here I am, taking 9 credits of college courses, with a very busy corporate job, and a rambunctious puppy.

All of that said, I’m going to continue working on my book this year. I’m going to continue blogging. There will just be a mix of topics now. Don’t worry, it’ll will still be about writing.

Let’s Get Started, Shall We?

I’m taking an English Composition class this term. While it has definitely shifted my focus from my novel, I’m sure it will help me become a better writer.  So, I thought I would share my class writings here as blog posts. Especially because I am tackling them as thoroughly, and thoughtfully as I would my own writing ideas.

This first project post is an exploration of my ideal situation for writing, and some about what I would write. It’s meant to be in the style of a narrative essay, but nice and short. The comments section is open; any feedback is very welcome.

Wish To Be WRiting

I know the storm is coming by the discontent along the shore. The bay window struggles to hold back distant rumbles. Droplets of cool sea air renew my spirits, give me clarity of purpose. From the comfort of my desk, I watch blades of light split turbulent clouds; they draw my eyes to distant silhouettes. Storm-battered trees anchored into slowly crumbling islets. Backlit waves burst into gossamer sprays. An intricate shadow play reminding me of home.

Growing up on the Oregon coast was a privilege. After school, the beach was a short bike ride away. I would spend hours in the surf, out among the rocks. No matter how far away from the ocean I am, I feel it calling to me. The smell of salt and kelp. Seagulls seem motionless in the sky as they navigate updrafts. My legs remember the sting of cold brine during those first brave steps. It always takes a few minutes for your body to surrender to the cold. It doesn't feel right to be inside. Everything inside me wants to be outside. However, despite the temptation, this trip has another purpose. I promised myself that this would be the year that I finally tackle an idea from my notebook. For over ten years, I’ve scribbled down story ideas without attempting to write a single one. So here I am again, taking those first brave steps.

With so many potential options, potential genres, how do I choose? How do I know which will make a good story? Maybe choosing the right idea isn’t as important as having good storytelling skills? The abundance of options feels more paralyzing to me than the blank page. I once heard a published author say, "You know you have a good idea if you keep thinking about it." Well, that seems like good advice as any. Several years ago, in a fit of pique about "kids today," I imagined a world where people have long-forgotten the importance of art and creativity. A world where technology, logic, and productivity are all that is valued. A world that is about to get a reminder of what was lost. So, there it is. I know what I'm going to write, I have my hot chocolate, I'm in my perfect setting. It's time to write.

Progress, not perfection

Ideas can happen anywhere, it seems.

A Day Late, Many Words Short

I’m already running late and it’s only my second blog post. Good times. On Monday, I went back to work after a two week break for the holidays. I had a lot of catch up to do, and that really impacted my writing plans. That said, I had always planned that my 500 words a day goal would elude me for a while, as I continue outlining my story. 

While I didn’t do much writing, a lot of thought has gone into my story idea this week. I have to admit that it’s been a bit of a rollercoaster.  I started to think that maybe my idea isn’t enough to fill an entire novel. Or, if it was, maybe I wasn’t clever enough to get it there. I was edified, however, by a few things: 

• In an interview, Stephen King said — I’m paraphrasing — that you know a story idea is a good one if it sticks in your head for along time. As it happens, this idea has been rattling around my head for over a decade. So that’s a plus. Right?

• “Your first book will suck” is something that I heard no less than four YouTubers say. While I know that isn’t always the case, it does lower the stakes some. Or maybe it makes me want to prove them wrong.

• I actually started to have breakthroughs on the outlining. More on that later.

Old vs. New

There’s no sugar coating it: I’m not doing a great job of making time to write. I have some routines (e.g., the YouTube watching mentioned above) that I need to modify if I want to be successful in my writing goals. This will definitely be something I continue to hone as I settle into the new year. I suspect this will be a recurring theme in these blog posts. If anyone reading this has some suggestions, I am open to feedback. 

A Car Ride Epiphany

The two story components I’ve been mulling over, and beating myself up over, are the opening scene, and the inciting incident. I’ve re-summarized a few different version of each. I wasn’t lying in my previous post about being a habitual self-editor. 

As it happens, inspiration strikes at the most random of times. While driving to a tattoo appointment, I had (what I consider to be) a great idea for a way to open the novel, while also setting up the theme. There’s even a chance to do some world building. In addition to all of that, the opening scene idea led me to a name for the hero. 

I’m one of those people who can’t just fall asleep. I have to unpack my day, do some final analysis, and slowly — too slowly! — wind down. An upside to this otherwise annoying “feature” is sometimes I get random ideas. In fact, a lot of the story ideas in my notepad came to me during that twilight period. This week, however, an idea for the inciting incident came to me instead. It was a lot bigger and more dramatic than what I had been spinning in circles on before.  

I’m happy little things are starting to click. I am comfortable embracing the process, including any rocks in the road. Hopefully I can build on this for next week’s goals and maybe, just maybe, do a little better. Progress, not perfection.

A notepad full of ideas

Ragnar & Aryk

Hello World! 

Welcome to my writing blog. As I embark on writing my first novel, it seemed might be fun(?) to document some of the journey along the way. I’m sure there will be all kinds of lessons-learned, struggle, and more. 

Who am I?

Let’s get the formalities out of the way: Hi, my name is Aryk. No, that’s not a pen name; my parents are just weird. I live at the base of the Rocky Mountains, where I spend a lot of time working at my day job — an aerospace software UX designer — or playing with my puppy, Ragnar. 

A Notepad Full of Ideas

I have been keeping a running list of story ideas for a number of years. I’m not saying they’re all gems, but I think one of them might be. Regardless, I decided that 2021 would be the year that I try to do something with them.

I’ve gone back and forth about which of these ideas I should pick. While I have a lot of fear of failure around this particular topic, I’ll forge ahead anyway. I’ve been talked off the ledge a few times by YouTubers who have all reminded me that fear of failure is just part of the process. 

My plan is to research and write my novel this year. Considering people write entire novels in November, this seems reasonable. I guess stay tuned here to see how that works out. 

First Time Worries

I have a bit of a confession: I don’t write much. As you can imagine, this is a concern for me. It seems a lot of published authors started in fan fiction, college writing classes, etc. None of that is true for me.

Writing experience aside, there are some other hurdles along the way to a finished novel. As mentioned above, I have a puppy who requires quite a lot of time and attention. My day job is also pretty time-and-brain intensive. I think I can work around these, but there are more internal challenges ahead. 

Editing while writing is something I do habitually. I know I shouldn’t, but I still do it. Any tips on how to break this habit are very much welcomed. I could also research and plan writing a novel for a whole year. My day job involves a lot of research and analysis, so it comes naturally to me. In the case of writing, it seems to act as an excuse to procrastinate. Expect more on these later. 

So, Now What?

I plan on posting on here pretty regularly. Initially, I’ll start with weekly. I expect that I will have a lot to share as I wade into it all. Of course, if I am spending more time blogging than writing my novel, or if topics aren’t coming as easily, I will probably taper off some. My goal is to write around 500 words a day. Considering this is about the length of this blog post, I think this is a reasonable goal. But what do I know?